I decided through the most heart wrenching moment to never invest any emotions into anyone, because its just a set-up for pain when you loose them. I am still thinking why am I cursed to be the person who gives her heart to those who dont want nor appreciate it.
Why is it some people are stuck in the past, looking for things//people they will never find again, as it was stuck in the moment. Yet we all know if your stuck in the past you will miss something that could be more than anything you experienced before, looking for someone that is only a memory isn't allowing yourself to be present in the here and now. Why do we chase things //[people] that we cannot have or look for them in someone else that isn't there?
These why's hinder me.
I look into his eyes and see love, but yet it is a guarded heart, but not attainable as he isn't in this moment. He is living in the past. I am living in the here and now, too up-to-date for his mind. So I think I can wait for him, but I feel it is a waisted emotion, so now I guard my heart, and never let anyone in. The moment our lips touched was heaven, never to be touched again.
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